Wednesday, July 23, 2014
So please, before you tell a parent of "one" she is experiencing what she's experiencing due to the number "one" nothing else, take a breath and maybe just listen and smile and think how lucky she is that she only has "one" and doesn't have to deal with the same issue two, three, or four times.
Monday, June 23, 2014
We've been through so much together. Our first vacation with our girl to southern California in February 2010. Our crazy trip to Maui where we all got sick.
So many trips around the lake - walking/running.
Adventures to parks, farmers markets, trails, crazy day at Discovery Park.
You've always been super durable - versatile. Able to cruise over any bump on the road. Literally. Go off-roading. Run in races.
But lately, you've just been chilling in our garage, waiting for our next adventure together. Last night I cleaned you up and made you shine bright (and wondered why I hadn't done this sooner. Sorry Bob.)
Last night I posted you for sale* along with some extras you offered me - a well used and appreciated cup holder and a rain cover - both extras that well, I can't express how valuable they were for me.
Goodbye Bob. Our girl is has sadly outgrown you. I've already parted with the crib, baby clothes, but you Bob, are the hardest so far. I loved you and how easy you made my life carrying too much stuff and providing a sweet place for our girl to nap and me to chat on the mobile countless times.
I could not have survived without you Bob. Take care - and I wish you much love in your next Momma/Stroller relationship.
*Our 2008 Navy Bob Revolution is for sale. $200 for the stroller, baby seat bar (straps not included), cup holder, and rain cover. Comment if you're interested to start a new relationship! He's fantastic. ;-)
Thursday, June 12, 2014
Her three children were raised by not only herself and her husband, but her Grandmother and the children's Great Grandmother.
The youngest who was a toddler in the beginning of their journey would sit with her GG and have breakfast every morning. They developed a relationship that was so special and important for each of them.
Here was this Woman approaching her last days with this young child- sharing this moment of caring and understanding. Having a purpose again and giving the child an experience that is unique these days.
My Grandmother who I called Omi (pictured) moved in with us when I was almost 8, my younger sister 4, where she lived till she became sick around 6 years later. She moved into a nursing home and lived there for 6-7 years before she died.
I remember some days hating the fact that she lived with us because I was at that annoying age where any adult bothered me. I remember being told I wasn't going to prom that night by my parents unless I drove my car to the nursing home to show her me fully dressed, hair done, and make up on first.
But what I truly remember is her dripping with gold earrings, necklaces, long red nails, revlon hot pink lips, hair done perfectly, speaking spanish on the phone when talking with her sisters, cheering me on for ALL the at-home dance, plays, etc I performed for her. I remember her amazing tacos, meatloaf. I remember the bags and bags of silver jewerly she'd bring back to my sister and I from her travels. I remember how all the ladies in our neighborhood loved talking with "Mercedes." I remember her frog song when I was going to bed. I remember her scratching my back to put me asleep. And I remember how cool it was that she organized all the ladies to see me in my Prom dress and praise my beauty.
When she passed, the night before - she was in my dream floating around me. This woman who was barely aware anymore, but in my dream she was her old self. She was the woman who was always there for me even if I pushed her away.
Here's to all of us rethinking our relationships with family and our children and remembering how important it is. I wouldn't change my living situation one second.
Love you Omi and thank you Mom & Dad.
Saturday, May 10, 2014
2 out of 3 ain't so bad.
I've been running now 1 full year. I run 2-3xs a week slightly over 3 miles each time. (Basically I run around our lake.) On average, I run about 10.34 mile - which is slow to many but a minute faster than I ran last year. I no longer stop to walk. I run the whole loop.
Tomorrow, I'm running the Run Like A Mother Mother's Day 5k my 2nd time. This year I didn't have to train walk to run - I ran and biked at Beautiful Bike weekly to prep, and just signed up. Nothing out of the ordinary. This year I went to pick up my packet with calmness. This year our 4 year old will be running her first 1k before I run.
So, I have achieved my goal of running weekly, running in 5Ks. I still do not love running, but I do love to get it done and achieve my goals. I love the fact that I can travel anywhere with my running shoes and my running gear and run wherever I am - though sometimes I do find it hard to get out and run on vacation.
I've committed to three 5Ks in 2014 - and this is my #2 run this year. I'll keep you posted!
Friday, April 25, 2014
Our girl is it. We have one. Party of one child in this house.
Was that the plan? No.
"Mommy, why do some people try to have a baby and they just don't get one? Mommy- is it like when I ask Santa for many different things and I don't get everything?"
M asked me this just the other day.
No one knows your journey. No one knows how scared and excited you were the first time and how the excitement ended too fast.
No one knows how scared we were with you and how we thought we lost you too, but didn't. And are so thankful every day.
No one knows that you could've been an older sister.
But I've found that everything I've asked for in life never comes the way I expected it. It comes to me in a different shape, a different time than I expected, and in a totally different way that I could ever imagine (I.E. Me living in the PNW?!)
Party of 3 is actually pretty awesome and intimate. Party of three is pretty special. Do I crave siblings for our girl? Of course, but that journey is over for us. Is it easy for me to close that door? Never - but it's not bad either if that makes sense. It's bittersweet.
I see so many of M's friends as her family and I hope they will be forever. These two boys pictured here are so dear to our girl. And secretly (okay, not so secretly) I'd adore to have them as sons. They are the sweetest, caring boys ever - and treat our girl so kindly it makes my heart sing.
Family is defined so differently for all of us. We're creating our family of 3 plus 100 more family members. Here's to all of us together.
Thursday, April 3, 2014
Girlfriends are the people you turn up the music with and belt our your favorite song.
Girlfriends are the ones who teach you how to braid your own hair, apply make up.
Girlfriends make you laugh out loud so badly you have to RUN to the loo; cry so hard you never know what hit you; listen to you so well you'll never let her down.
Girlfriends are the ones who are there for you when family can't be. Give hugs when that's all you need. Share something that you need, want, or just should share.
Girlfriends are the ones who let you complain to but never hold it against you. Never tell you look fat. Girlfriends support you when all the cards are down. Girlfriends push you to run an extra step (or two.)
Girlfriends are the ones who help you hot glue 100 programs; help you make your bouquet; and dance with you all night at your wedding.
Girlfriends are the ones who understand the days that you can't take any more; when you just need a break - but she knows you'll be back tomorrow. And Girlfriends don't judge you for it.
Girlfriends hold your hands when it's really sad and relate when all there is sadness. Girlfriends get it and give it back when it's needed.
Girlfriends have ups and downs; ins and outs. Girlfriends are our Mothers, our Grandmothers, our Aunt, our Sisters, our cousins, our neighbors, our Mommy friends, strangers. Girlfriends are just that and more. Girlfriends give us hope, love, and support.
Mwah to all of mine.
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
"Mommy, Mommy, I wanna have a play date with ____ TODAY!"
Oh, you wanna have a play date with a new kid? New kid means new Mom which means I get to see if we click. What if our children are besties and we Moms can't stand each other?
1.) Meet a public space.
Of course my daughter always wants to "show all her toys" to her friend, but that is just too much pressure.
2.) I think outside is best if you can do it. Living in Seattle, that can be tough - but if you go some where with lots of play room where the kids can be kids and it's not very crowded, it's just better.
3.) No expectations. Don't expect you'll hit it off with the new Mom. Don't expect the kids to love each other. Don't expect you'll hate the new Mom. It's a first date people. Don't move to fast.
4.) Bring many snacks for two. Our girl eats a lot. I find this rule works on any play date. And lots of snacks because you'll never have what any kid wants. Heck bring snacks for your New Mom and you if you want…but don't over do it.
5.) 2 hours is the perfect amount of time - especially for a first date. You're not going to hang all day.
I'm sure there are many other rules. PLEASE tell me in the comments box. I'm still new at this Mom dating thing. I will say this, our girl has fixed me up with some pretty awesome Moms. Next on the list, me fixing my husband up with the husband of the New Mom. Now if they hit it off, there will definitely be more than lunch date for all!
Here's to new relationships.
To my latest New Mom date - you know who you are - I am looking forward to our next date. Our girls did well and I hope this isn't too much too soon. :)